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Thought of losing happiness

For the next Wednesdays, we have time to meet together. Everything was good, and she was too free with me. Everything was fine until one evening when she was in the chat on Instagram. I messaged her, but she wasn't replying. It had been 2 minutes, then 5 minutes, then 10 minutes, and I became worried. I texted my friend's girlfriend Adrita, and she called her phone, but it was rejected. My fear increased, and after some time, Adrita said that her brother saw each and every message.

My heart sank at that moment. There were no more messages, and it was the second time. Her brother would take it more seriously, and he didn't talk to her for many days. Her mother was also scolding her, and I felt scared and worried about her. It was because of me that her brother and mother were angry. I couldn't even get a solid message from her through someone else. But thanks to Adrita, Semashree, and mostly Bhargabi for giving me information about her and the situation.

It's been more than a month since we last messaged each other, and I'm not in a happy condition. I can't even share my feelings with others now, and I'm becoming introverted. I have no interest, but the love between us is unaffected. Mock exams are near, and after that, the boards. I'm only studying while being unhappy. Now the whole story is synchronized, so I will inform you about what is going to happen in my future.

It's Tuesday, December 6th, and she will wait for me tomorrow at 6 PM, but due to my exams on the 8th, I won't be able to meet her. It hurts. Sudip Sir will take the class at 5 PM and say, "O tomar to abar 6 tai intu pintu papa tintu aase...". Yes, he knows everything.

Today, she was asking Jyotisko whether it was me online on his WhatsApp, but obviously, it wasn't me.

And the best thing about here is the unusual dreams... Hahaha... They are really funny... My dreams are not that realistic, but her dreams... OMG... They make me laugh always...

It's been more than 6 weeks without talking to her... Why? Is it me?

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