Finally, the time came... I finally had a great conversation with her... It was like more than 1 hour... We talked about many topics... How the days are going... How I am with my heart... She was out of APD, performing a marriage ceremony near Dinhata... The time passed by so fast... I got relief from the soul... Due to heavy cramps in her stomach, I decided to end the conversation then... The day ended thinking of her...

It's been a long time since we've met... I miss her so much... But thanks to Jyotisko for passing me all her WhatsApp statuses on my WhatsApp... Today, I got her DSLR picture at the wedding... How can I explain my inner part?! It was so cute that I can even scratch someone's hand out of excitement... It was so good that I can even write "The best picture of her" a thousand times to explain my feelings... After seeing that picture, I was confused to have her... Was that even me whom she chose!!! O God... How beautiful she is!!

Jyotisko invited me to his belated birthday party... Where Trina requested Jyotisko's phone to talk to me... We started talking but couldn't continue because it's a party... Everyone was requesting me to play... Dance and sing... How could I talk to her... Sarthak and Abhradwip were getting irritated as I was busy talking to her... She texted, but I replied so late, which also made her upset... I said sorry to her as I made her wait so long... But what could I do... There was a Truth and Dare game... Cake cutting program... Dancing and then the dinner... And also a lot of calls on Jyotisko's mobile... Thus no time to talk... So sooorrrry!

Hey, welcome back! So it's Wednesday, December 21st, and I've been waiting for her for about 20 minutes after my tuition with Tanmay sir. Finally, she came out of her house, and her tuition is on the road beside the BhaiBhai stores. It was dark outside, but she allowed me to come with her to that road. We walked towards the tuition house, and as we reached the entrance, she suddenly hugged me. I was surprised and my heart skipped a beat. For a moment, I forgot everything around me and just enjoyed the feeling. However, I soon remembered that I had to go back for my tuition, and I had my cycle and bag with me. It was still one of the best days ever!

I can't stop thinking about that moment. By the way, I think I'm the one who became uneasy after not talking to her for a long time. I tend to overthink things a lot, and I always make sure no one is watching me while I talk to her.

That day, she told me not to message her suddenly on WhatsApp from Jyotisko's mobile because her brother might see it. I started to wonder why there are restrictions on talking to me. Am I a devil? A playboy? What have I done to separate her from me? She's a sensitive person, and any harm from me could directly affect her life. I must not leave her, at least to make someone feel alive and to prove her brother wrong that real love exists and can last forever.

Can't get her out of my mind...!! It's way not better than talking to her atleast half an hour a day...!Yesterday....Sunday, 25th Dec...After I came from Church I rushed to the main town taking time of less than 15 mins...I came to see her as it was another worse day for me...But...She left early...thus I was not able to hear her voice...Huh!!Worse day with worst ending...